Sadistic Love

They say love is supposed to be beautiful Be kind,and gentle. This isnt a love i have ever known \nor is it one i am experiencing now.

The love i feel is not gentle,its filled with fire, A fire that burns in my gut in both good and bad ways, Good when he is here, and close the fires rushes through me,flashes in my eyes, flashes in my loins. It drives me to inflict upon him and fuels me even more when he takes it, Some times i wonder am i to cruel? And then that pass`s quite quickly and i d`ont care

I get into a state of heightened arousal, when inflicting and hearing his whimpers,moans and crys, Its not an arousal thats simply felt in the loins but one, that is a total body arousal, I breath heavy, catch myself moaning with out even touching myself,

I dream of that day when i can truly bring him to that place he needs to go with me by his side,

Its hard to describe what it is to have a forever bitch, Its far different than anything i have experienced before, He is right about one thing when he says, *No one can give it to you like me* No One can, for he stimulates me in ways i never thought possible.

Its the whole combination of him being him,  him opening up, his sexuality, It has created some type of ripple effect or a chain reaction if you will. His special gift, and make no mistake he has a gift i am in awe of,, that of devotion, and passion, had captured my heart,
I can say i an eternally grateful for his submission,  reading many blogs, and talking to a few dommes i know in real life, This is an incredibly rare connection to be had,especially on the femdom side of things Master and slaves often have love bonds However in the femdom world,,, not so much, I do give thanks to the great Mother Goddess for sending him,

My Passion for him can reach heights of sadistic proportions, Especially when i know it excites him as well. When i ask him to flog,, i can feel the flogger in my hand, I can feel it, snapping against his flesh, I can hear him telling me thank you,

Yes i know what he needs, And he knows what i need, Fusion what a beautiful way to put it, We are a fusion of sadistic Love Bound together By Chains