Benefits

I am not sure if he realizes just how much it turns me on when i toy with him. Does he know when i see him obey it fills me with exhilaration and lust. I have come to the conclusion he must feel my dominance or better yet, his enslavement at all times when he is away. I want him constantly reminded just who and what he is and where he belongs. I want him always thinking of me ,His Goddess. Selfish? Perhaps.  Do i care? Not really My main concern and objective is him ,us, and his slavery. The benefits are mine.

Whether i am tormenting him while he`s away or not, i am always thinking of him. So i`ve come to the conclusion  that its definitely more fun tormenting him when he`s away than not. At least i am not stuck like some love struck fool at home doing nothing I am a love struck Goddess controlling her slave while he is away. Its like foreplay knowing he`s bound and suffering for me. My loins tingle and ache for him when i play with him like a puppet. When he comes back, i am on fire . A fire he can put out with his tongue If he`s been good When he comes back i`ll toy with him even more.

I deny his pleasure  making him focus on mine. Making him focus on serving me . Making him focus on his enslavement and obedience All have benefits Does it make me selfish? Perhaps Do i care? Not really I know what he needs I know what i need I know what we need The benefits are mine

I love that his orgasms belong to me I love that i control them That power rush i feel and get when i say NO That power rush i feel and get when i say YES I love him hanging on my every word ,waiting...wanting...squirming Which ever way i decide to go Is my decision Both ways have benefits It all depends on my mood and which benefits i feel i need at that moment Does this make me selfish? Perhaps Do i care? Not really The benefits are mine